Last night I was here,

Last night I was here, clueless, with my nerves perturbing my unsettled mind. Today, here, with profound sentiments. Words failing to describe what I feel. Emotions inexpressible. But I think it's okay.

These feelings are never meant to be defined. These are peculiar, complex and totally mystical. We can't fathom them completely. So they should be left just as they are. They shouldn't be kept in limits. Because the One with whom these feelings are meant to be shared, already knows what lies in heart.

I get blinded by evil, I get overshadowed by sins, I get caged in the tricks of shaytaan, I become weak and my soul overpowers me. But despite it all, I still find the way. I still find you in my heartbeats, in the plethora of misdeeds, in my each slight reflection and in every closed tunnel, at the end, it's certainly Only You.

You are always there to bring me back. To accept me. To embrace me. To steady me and tell me 'I am here', 'Don't you worry' and 'After every hardship, comes ease'.

For this, I'll be thankful, filled with gratitude all my life.

I pray that I find You in the lost hallways, in the drowning fen lands, at the peak of mountains and in the core of my heart.

In my cluelessness, in my gloomy moments, in my every delight and within me. Within Me. Always.

Ameen.

For the one reading and the one writing.

❤️🌻

Sometimes i just want to get lost

Sometimes i just want to get lost... It's like i want to remove every inch of my identity, and scrub off every bit of my existence from this world.

No it's not that i want to die, it's just that i want to hide from this world for a while.

I just want it to be only me and my Allah, no human connections to bother, no material things to run after. Just silence and peace, in the middle of nothingness. •thoughts when life hustles hard.

Every pain has a purpose

Every pain has a purpose. Every fall has a reason. Else the Almighty wouldn’t have allowed it to happen. Remember, life is a process. Each part of it is necessary to reach your next milestone. Short cuts won’t work. So embrace whatever He has planned and you’ll rise again!

You can forgive someone and still refuse

"You can forgive someone and still refuse to let them travel the rest of the road with you. You can accept an apology and still no longer answer their calls, still build a wall between you, still refuse to accept their love. We do not only forgive people so we can refurnish our relationships or reconstruct the shattering of the home we have built together, we also forgive people because we would like to move on, and we do not want to bring them with us."

-Sabah Khodir

getting tired of people

getting tired of people saying u shouldnt expect ur friends to show up/be there..,,bro i most certainly DO expect my friends to show up and be there for me not because ive done it for them but because who else am i supposed to expect this from?? where the fuck does selflessness come in this equation. i will expect my friends to be there when i need them and i'll understand if they cant. stop putting the notion in people's mind that they cant EXPECT anything from people, you are not alone, your friends are there to help you and you shouldn't feel bad about expecting something as simple as being there from the people you love and vice versa

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

کہ کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں

حقیقت ہوں یا کوئی جھوٹی کہانی ہوں

چمکتا ستارا ہوں یا کوئی خاک ہوں میں

کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں بےوفا تو کبھی وفائے تخلیق ہوں

ہمدرد تو کبھی دردِ لادوا ہوں

کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں...

منزل کا بادشاہ یا کوئی بھٹکتا مسافر ہوں

ابتدا ہوں یا انتہا ہوں میں

ملا ہوں یا لاپتہ ہوں میں

کوئی گھیرا سوال ہوں یا جواب ہوں میں

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

کہ کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں

جنت کا طریقہ

دنیا کے اندر سکون دو گے تو سکون ملے گا ورنہ سکون نہیں ملے گا۔ یہ جنت کا طریقہ ہے۔ کیا طریقہ ہے؟ کہ اس کو سکون دو جس سے ٓاپ کو سکون نہیں ملا اور معاف اُسے کرو جس نے ٓاپ کو معاف نہیں کیا، پھر دیکھو کہانی کیسی بنتی ہے، اگر اپ نے کہانی بنانی ہو تو، ورنہ تو پھر مشکل ہے

Cheers to people

Cheers to people who never hide a good recommendation, never hold a good advice, never spare a good gesture in our daily work routine & never expect anything in return. You sir, are a good person.

May you have at least one person

“May you have at least one person who will love you when you ain’t so lovable. When you’re anxious and nervous. When you mistreat others. When you no longer crack jokes and have no more stories to tell.”

Sometimes it's okay to drown

"Sometimes it's okay to drown, it's okay to fall, it's okay to let your heart sink in regrets.

Drowning, falling, regretting are okay as long as you know you're strong enough to hold yourself when it's all over.

You should be calm enough to make peace with yourself.

Everything's okay as long as you're okay with yourself." 💛