I have seen,

I have seen,

Despite all the darkness of the world,

Golden rays of the Sun,

Lighting up every dark corner,

Every gloomy day in the world.

I have seen,

In the thick dark mud,

A lotus blooming,

Its fragile petals spreading,

Sweet fragrance all around.

I have seen,

In the vast dry deserts,

Among the dunes of sand,

An oasis existing.

I have seen,

In the world where people,

Surrender and use the word "impossible";

Great miracles happening.

I have seen,

Among the broken people,

Cuts and bruises of the wounded hearts,

Scars of the damaged souls,

Shining brightly like gold.

Remember when we were kids

Remember when we were kids all we cried was for a favourite toy or to go Sindhbad on weekend,and if we didn’t get that we thought our world ended,and that nobody cares about us. And then eventually we grew up and then problems changed. Problems are never going to leave you,you will just get strong and grow up so you can face it.

For now maybe your biggest problem is your grades,you not getting what you wished for,but it’s okay. It is actually okay. Time will pass,just how your good time did. It is okay to feel empty inside and not feel anything. You are a human being,you need a break.

After 5years your problems can be your job marriage family or maybe after 15years your parents your own children or your health.

Problems will just grow up,you will get strong to face them. I know it feels like you climb the whole ladder and you fell down from the last step,but it’s okay you can climb again. Or how you build a sand castle on beach and one wave just takes up away everything,every effort,all your sleep less nights. But trust me this will get better. You are strong enough to face it that’s why Allah got you here. You just need to believe in yourself and Allah. This shall pass too.

People these days need to know the value

People these days need to know the value of the words that have been delivered to someone. Its very easy to tell someone that you love them, that you will stay with them no matter what, that you will be there at their hard times and other things that we keep telling someone just to recieve the love or feel the importance of themselves for sometime. Everyone should know they are not just words that you are giving, its the huge responsibility that youre putting on yourself, its not a joke. When youre giving words to someone you should make sure first that will you be able to fulfill them and are you going to stick no matter what because you dont know what impact it leaves on other person, when you are giving words to someone youre giving them hopes and they start depending on you in many ways, they start planning things with you, they look for you to share their minor problems or even share a good news too. Its okay not to fulfill all of their promises but it is wrong to run from them, please communicate with them, tell them what problem you are facing that youre not able to fulfill them, at times intention are enough too, let them understand you. When you have promised someone that you will stay and leave them all of a sudden, you are not doing good. That another person will be in self doubt, they will doubt about themselves, there will be hundreds of questions that would be in there mind, they will always hesitate in making bonds with new people. And their happiness is longgg gonee, because their happiness depends on one person, they want to share everything with them, they want to appreciate that person when they have achieved something, they want to get appreciated by them only and when these things become impossible thats very heart wrenching for them. So please dont treat your relation as a joke or a temporary thing whether its with your friends, siblings or anyone. Please try to value your words and put efforts on fulfilling them. One more thing never say sorry if you do not have intentions of not doing the mistake again. 

Last night I was here,

Last night I was here, clueless, with my nerves perturbing my unsettled mind. Today, here, with profound sentiments. Words failing to describe what I feel. Emotions inexpressible. But I think it's okay.

These feelings are never meant to be defined. These are peculiar, complex and totally mystical. We can't fathom them completely. So they should be left just as they are. They shouldn't be kept in limits. Because the One with whom these feelings are meant to be shared, already knows what lies in heart.

I get blinded by evil, I get overshadowed by sins, I get caged in the tricks of shaytaan, I become weak and my soul overpowers me. But despite it all, I still find the way. I still find you in my heartbeats, in the plethora of misdeeds, in my each slight reflection and in every closed tunnel, at the end, it's certainly Only You.

You are always there to bring me back. To accept me. To embrace me. To steady me and tell me 'I am here', 'Don't you worry' and 'After every hardship, comes ease'.

For this, I'll be thankful, filled with gratitude all my life.

I pray that I find You in the lost hallways, in the drowning fen lands, at the peak of mountains and in the core of my heart.

In my cluelessness, in my gloomy moments, in my every delight and within me. Within Me. Always.

Ameen.

For the one reading and the one writing.

❤️🌻

Sometimes i just want to get lost

Sometimes i just want to get lost... It's like i want to remove every inch of my identity, and scrub off every bit of my existence from this world.

No it's not that i want to die, it's just that i want to hide from this world for a while.

I just want it to be only me and my Allah, no human connections to bother, no material things to run after. Just silence and peace, in the middle of nothingness. •thoughts when life hustles hard.

Every pain has a purpose

Every pain has a purpose. Every fall has a reason. Else the Almighty wouldn’t have allowed it to happen. Remember, life is a process. Each part of it is necessary to reach your next milestone. Short cuts won’t work. So embrace whatever He has planned and you’ll rise again!

You can forgive someone and still refuse

"You can forgive someone and still refuse to let them travel the rest of the road with you. You can accept an apology and still no longer answer their calls, still build a wall between you, still refuse to accept their love. We do not only forgive people so we can refurnish our relationships or reconstruct the shattering of the home we have built together, we also forgive people because we would like to move on, and we do not want to bring them with us."

-Sabah Khodir

getting tired of people

getting tired of people saying u shouldnt expect ur friends to show up/be there..,,bro i most certainly DO expect my friends to show up and be there for me not because ive done it for them but because who else am i supposed to expect this from?? where the fuck does selflessness come in this equation. i will expect my friends to be there when i need them and i'll understand if they cant. stop putting the notion in people's mind that they cant EXPECT anything from people, you are not alone, your friends are there to help you and you shouldn't feel bad about expecting something as simple as being there from the people you love and vice versa

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

کہ کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں

حقیقت ہوں یا کوئی جھوٹی کہانی ہوں

چمکتا ستارا ہوں یا کوئی خاک ہوں میں

کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں بےوفا تو کبھی وفائے تخلیق ہوں

ہمدرد تو کبھی دردِ لادوا ہوں

کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں...

منزل کا بادشاہ یا کوئی بھٹکتا مسافر ہوں

ابتدا ہوں یا انتہا ہوں میں

ملا ہوں یا لاپتہ ہوں میں

کوئی گھیرا سوال ہوں یا جواب ہوں میں

تلاش و تصوؔر میں ہوں

کہ کیا ہوں میں

آخر کیوں ہوں میں

جنت کا طریقہ

دنیا کے اندر سکون دو گے تو سکون ملے گا ورنہ سکون نہیں ملے گا۔ یہ جنت کا طریقہ ہے۔ کیا طریقہ ہے؟ کہ اس کو سکون دو جس سے ٓاپ کو سکون نہیں ملا اور معاف اُسے کرو جس نے ٓاپ کو معاف نہیں کیا، پھر دیکھو کہانی کیسی بنتی ہے، اگر اپ نے کہانی بنانی ہو تو، ورنہ تو پھر مشکل ہے