Being upset about a certain situation in your life,

Being upset about a certain situation in your life,

Does not contradict being “grateful”.

You can be frustrated,

And still acknowledge and be grateful for all the blessings you already have.

Stop making people feel guilty for being sad.

Thanks.

The attitude of "that's just how I am

The attitude of "that's just how I am, take it or leave it" is still a sign of immaturity. As an adult, it's your responsibility to figure out which of your traits are toxic and are negatively impactful towards other people and the ones you love, and to eventually learn how to fix them. At some point, we all gotta start making ourselves better individuals.

If you truly believe you don‘t have to change anything about yourself, even at the very least the worst in you, and that people will just have to deal with it, then sorry, you're still a child.

"Don't you feel lonely?"

"Don't you feel lonely?"

No.

No, I don't feel lonely while I lay awake all night, overthinking my decisions.

No, I don't feel lonely while I drink my cup of coffee in the morning, realising things could've been different.

No, I don't feel lonely while I watch a movie, finding where exactly did my life go wrong.

No, I don't feel lonely while I travel, my earphones plugged in, listening songs, and cutting myself from this world like I always do.

You might be thinking, things are sorted?

I'm not concerned about me feeling lonely, but me feeling nothing.

Everywhere, all the time.

Your story isn’t calm.

Your story isn’t calm.The road has been chaotic at times, filled with detours and rain and loss sudden and soon. Sometimes the bliss was so elevated your heart could hardly hold it. Sometimes it was maddening to have, and then to lose. You learn soon enough that it hardly ever goes as planned gentle, easy, and smooth. But that my friend, is what makes you fascinating. You have something to tell. Something you’ve walked through. Something wild. Something courageous. Something true. You’re made of stories within stories within even more stories. Those quiet depths of you...!

With tears rolling down her cheeks;

With tears rolling down her cheeks;

Hands up for prayers,

Loneliness..? NO..solitude!

Heart filled with anguish,

Yet No, words.

For words are physical;

& silence is spiritual..!!

With silence on her lips;

& tears in her eyes,

With pounding heart and gentle smile;

She thought...,

Why waste words in this world;

When the One in heavens;

Can listen to her slience..!!

I have seen,

I have seen,

Despite all the darkness of the world,

Golden rays of the Sun,

Lighting up every dark corner,

Every gloomy day in the world.

I have seen,

In the thick dark mud,

A lotus blooming,

Its fragile petals spreading,

Sweet fragrance all around.

I have seen,

In the vast dry deserts,

Among the dunes of sand,

An oasis existing.

I have seen,

In the world where people,

Surrender and use the word "impossible";

Great miracles happening.

I have seen,

Among the broken people,

Cuts and bruises of the wounded hearts,

Scars of the damaged souls,

Shining brightly like gold.

Remember when we were kids

Remember when we were kids all we cried was for a favourite toy or to go Sindhbad on weekend,and if we didn’t get that we thought our world ended,and that nobody cares about us. And then eventually we grew up and then problems changed. Problems are never going to leave you,you will just get strong and grow up so you can face it.

For now maybe your biggest problem is your grades,you not getting what you wished for,but it’s okay. It is actually okay. Time will pass,just how your good time did. It is okay to feel empty inside and not feel anything. You are a human being,you need a break.

After 5years your problems can be your job marriage family or maybe after 15years your parents your own children or your health.

Problems will just grow up,you will get strong to face them. I know it feels like you climb the whole ladder and you fell down from the last step,but it’s okay you can climb again. Or how you build a sand castle on beach and one wave just takes up away everything,every effort,all your sleep less nights. But trust me this will get better. You are strong enough to face it that’s why Allah got you here. You just need to believe in yourself and Allah. This shall pass too.

People these days need to know the value

People these days need to know the value of the words that have been delivered to someone. Its very easy to tell someone that you love them, that you will stay with them no matter what, that you will be there at their hard times and other things that we keep telling someone just to recieve the love or feel the importance of themselves for sometime. Everyone should know they are not just words that you are giving, its the huge responsibility that youre putting on yourself, its not a joke. When youre giving words to someone you should make sure first that will you be able to fulfill them and are you going to stick no matter what because you dont know what impact it leaves on other person, when you are giving words to someone youre giving them hopes and they start depending on you in many ways, they start planning things with you, they look for you to share their minor problems or even share a good news too. Its okay not to fulfill all of their promises but it is wrong to run from them, please communicate with them, tell them what problem you are facing that youre not able to fulfill them, at times intention are enough too, let them understand you. When you have promised someone that you will stay and leave them all of a sudden, you are not doing good. That another person will be in self doubt, they will doubt about themselves, there will be hundreds of questions that would be in there mind, they will always hesitate in making bonds with new people. And their happiness is longgg gonee, because their happiness depends on one person, they want to share everything with them, they want to appreciate that person when they have achieved something, they want to get appreciated by them only and when these things become impossible thats very heart wrenching for them. So please dont treat your relation as a joke or a temporary thing whether its with your friends, siblings or anyone. Please try to value your words and put efforts on fulfilling them. One more thing never say sorry if you do not have intentions of not doing the mistake again. 

Last night I was here,

Last night I was here, clueless, with my nerves perturbing my unsettled mind. Today, here, with profound sentiments. Words failing to describe what I feel. Emotions inexpressible. But I think it's okay.

These feelings are never meant to be defined. These are peculiar, complex and totally mystical. We can't fathom them completely. So they should be left just as they are. They shouldn't be kept in limits. Because the One with whom these feelings are meant to be shared, already knows what lies in heart.

I get blinded by evil, I get overshadowed by sins, I get caged in the tricks of shaytaan, I become weak and my soul overpowers me. But despite it all, I still find the way. I still find you in my heartbeats, in the plethora of misdeeds, in my each slight reflection and in every closed tunnel, at the end, it's certainly Only You.

You are always there to bring me back. To accept me. To embrace me. To steady me and tell me 'I am here', 'Don't you worry' and 'After every hardship, comes ease'.

For this, I'll be thankful, filled with gratitude all my life.

I pray that I find You in the lost hallways, in the drowning fen lands, at the peak of mountains and in the core of my heart.

In my cluelessness, in my gloomy moments, in my every delight and within me. Within Me. Always.

Ameen.

For the one reading and the one writing.

❤️🌻

Sometimes i just want to get lost

Sometimes i just want to get lost... It's like i want to remove every inch of my identity, and scrub off every bit of my existence from this world.

No it's not that i want to die, it's just that i want to hide from this world for a while.

I just want it to be only me and my Allah, no human connections to bother, no material things to run after. Just silence and peace, in the middle of nothingness. •thoughts when life hustles hard.