Friendship is such a beautiful yet bizarre thing

Friendship is such a beautiful yet bizarre thing.  In life, we make thousands of acquaintances among which the tiny little fraction is what we call our friends. 

If I've understood one thing about friendship so far, it's that it's not a business. We don't do things for friends expecting they would do the same in return. We do them because we want to. We want to because we are confident enough that the person on the other side deserves it. We trust them. We know, if someday we need them, they would be there putting their everything into it.  

However, once that trust is broken, it can't be revived. Betrayal rips our heart apart. After that, our capability to trust is lost. T.S. Eliot once  wrote, 'Unreal friendship may turn to real, but real friendship, once ended, cannot be mended.'

Sometimes even you don't know the reason behind your own unhappiness

Sometimes even you don't know the reason behind your own unhappiness, your own salty ocean of tears that suddenly start flowing without informing or asking just like an unwelcome guest, your decreasing level of serotonine, your unintentional changed behaviour, your lack of energy even though you are physically fit but you feel like there's something missing from inside. 

Seems relatable? If you can relate then congratulations you have all the symptoms of not being a mental case but a human being. We can have days full of festivities and sorrows. Even we can have days when everything seems perfect but still we feel that something is wrong. 

When these feelings of uncertainty hit you then instead of getting yourself used to with that numb soul try to find what exactly is the thing that is bothering you, where exactly you have gone wrong. Is your connection with your creator good enough? Or it's just like a last leaf left waiting for sudden cool breeze to vanish its existence? Or it's like a blooming flower that needs constant watering? Are you watering your flower of faith? Or are you procrastinating your care for it?

After finding your answer don't sit cuz it's your first accomplishment towards peace. Now work harder and harder to make your connection and faith in Almighty more and more ginormous. 

This is the way to eternal peace! 

Childhood had so many privileges!

Childhood had so many privileges!

All your obstinacies were granted.

You could ride your father's shoulder all the way to the fair and be loved for it.

Those were happy days.

Have another happy day 😊😀💕

میں اس کوشش اور جدوجہد میں لگی رہتی ہوں کہ میں گناہوں سے آلودہ نہ ہوجاؤ

‏وإنِّي أجَاهِدُ ياألله كي لا أتلوث ، أحَاوِل أن أكُون في صفوف الصالحين" فأعِنّي

  اے اللہ!!

میں اس کوشش اور جدوجہد میں لگی رہتی ہوں کہ میں گناہوں سے آلودہ نہ ہوجاؤ ----- اور میں چاہتی ہوں کہ میں صالحین کی صفوں میں شامل ہوجاؤں --- پس اس پر میری مدد فرما .     آمین یا ارحم الراحمين❤

Hey listen! Don't you think you've changed? I mean you used to be much more fun loving. What happened now? Don't you miss you?

Hey listen! Don't you think you've changed? I mean you used to be much more fun loving. What happened now? Don't you miss you?

 

The sudden voice hit her. She didn't want to answer cuz she was hella tired of explaining herself. But the echo of that sound was tearing her soul apart.  She screamed in anguish and said  "YES I've CHANGED FOR MY OWN PRECIOUS SELF"  She took a sigh and burst into tears. Nothing new that salty waterfall was just like a true friend of her.  You know what, why I've changed myself?  She questioned in a shivering voice. 

I changed myself when I've come to know that I will never be able to fullfil others expectations at the cost of my self denial. I changed myself when I've come to know that my realism is not worthful in the eyes of those for whom I was trying to burn down even my realism into ashes of nothingness. I changed myself when I've come to know that only my particular side is loved by those whom I loved wholly. I changed myself when I've come to know that I can't heal someone when I am bleeding from inside. 

Yes you are right, I've changed and I do miss me. I miss the ones associated with the old me that are still in my life but I am unable to find them in my little world of realism. I admit that I was more fun loving but you can't even imagine the peace I have in my life now. You can't imagine the fun I have in my life now cuz you only see a particular side of me. You can't see the real me enjoying my life cuz may be the things that I love doing are the things that you don't even consider. You can't imagine anything about me cuz  "YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL". She screamed in a firm voice. 

She was breathing heavily. Her body was shaking vigorously. She was waiting for that sound to respond to her. She opened her stiffly closed eyes steadily. 

There was nobody there! 

To the friends who try to fill the gap between our friendships

To the friends who try to fill the gap between our friendships, to the friends who keep checking up on you every once in a while , to the friends with whom we don't talk too much but we know they care,

 to the friends that you can't communicate with but they understand, to the friends that you know will never let you down, to the friends you know are far but your hearts beat in sync,

 to the friends who know your favorite ice cream shop, to the friends who laughed at your joke, to the friends who are irreplaceable,  I'm sorry if I haven't been the best like you guys, but I love you.

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong to this world where kindness or forgiveness considered as weakness

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong to this world where kindness or forgiveness considered as weakness.

If you are kind,then you have to suffer more.I mean why? 

If you forgive people easily and believe that your kindness can change people,then you got hurt.

What kind of universe is this?

People triggered kindness and emotion as weakness.Really?

Suppose you did something that might hurt someone.Though you didn't mean to hurt, but still you just wanted to say sorry out of kindness.Some people will take it as weakness and say you are useless or hypocrite.Asking for forgiveness is weakness or hypocrisy? 

Tell me,what kind of universe is this?

I strongly believe people may change according to their life incidents or circumstances.A worst person can be a great person,a great person can be the worst.The people who are trying to demolish someone's inner soul by one of the worst incidents of their life,who are they? Are they saint? They never did anything wrong? 

Why being kind or forgiving can even took someone's life? 

Nowadays,its really scary to be kind and forgiving. May be some people don't deserve kindness or forgiveness.

Allah will appreciate your kindness and forgiveness.People don't appreciate. 

Be kind to people,be kind to yourself first.Don't waste your kindness on the wrong people who disrespects you anyhow.Forgive people but don't forget their behaviour.

زرد ہوتی شام ، کالے گھنگُھور بادلوں سے ڈھکا کُھلا آسمان

زرد ہوتی شام ، کالے گھنگُھور بادلوں سے ڈھکا کُھلا آسمان ،،،

تیز ہواؤں کا شُور ، 

سستی روی سے پڑتی بارش کی بوندیں اور تیزی سے تر ہوتی خُشک زمین ،

دور کہیں سے آتی آذانوں کی آواز ،

تھکن سے شل ٹانگیں ، ذہن پہ چھائی قنوطِیت ،

اور دل پہ پڑا صدیوں پرانا بُوجھ ، 

مگر پھر بھی کہیں کہیں چہرے پہ ہلکی سی مسکراہٹ کہ شاید یہی زندگی ہے!

سب سے خطرناک نشہ ، انسانی نشہ ہے!

سب سے خطرناک نشہ ، انسانی نشہ ہے! 

کسی کی آواز کا نشہ ،

باتوں کا نشہ ،

آنکھوں کا نشہ ،

ساتھ کا نشہ ،

اور جب یہ نشہ نہیں ملتا ناں

تو ہمارے جسم کی دیواروں میں سے

ایک اینٹ کھینچ لی جاتی ہے

اور یہ ہی خلاء ہمارے وجود کی باقی تمام اینٹوں کو

اپنی جگہ بہت دیر تک ٹکے رہنے نہیں دیتا__________!!

 

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