میں جانتا ہوں یہ راستہ کہیں نہیں جاتا

میں جانتا ہوں یہ راستہ کہیں نہیں جاتا 

میں جانتا ہوں مگر کیا کروں کہاں جاٶں 

تمھاری پرچھاٸ کے تعاقب میں میں نے وہ گلیاں چن لیں جو بھول بھلیوں کی جانب گامزن تھیں

 تمھاری پرچھاٸ کے  تعاقب میں 

میں نے وہ گلیاں چن لیں جو بھول بھلیوں

کی جانب گامزن تھیں

تمھارے تعاقب میں نے رستوں کے کانٹوں کو

اپنی ایڑیوں کی نوک پر رکھا 

جو میرے تلوٶں میں پیوست  ہوگۓ

میں اک بھنور میں ہی گھومتی رہی جس کا کوٸ 

مرکز ہی نہ تھا

تمھاری حسرت مجھے پنکھ لگا کر جانے کہاں سے کہاں

لے گٸ ۔

میں نے ہر اس شے میں تمہیں کھوجا جس پر مجھے

ذرا سا بھی گمان گزرا ہو کہ 

تمھارے نقش ۔۔تمھاری پرچھاٸ شاید ہی وہاں 

پڑی ہو ۔

اور میں ہاتھ بڑھا کر تھام لوں اسے

مگر وہ 

محض مدار تھا کہیں ختم ہی نہیں ہو پایا

ان راستوں کی ویرانیوں نے مجھے دور کہیں

اندھیروں میں لا پٹخا۔

تم کہیں نہیں ملی  فقط رستے کی دھول سے چہرے کی 

رنگت مزید ذرد پڑ گٸ۔

قصوروار ہرگز تم نہیں اے  زندگی !!

 وہ لڑکی ہی اک" سیارہ "ٹھہری

جس کی قسمت میں مدار کے گرد گردش کرنا تھا

ہاں وہ ایک سیارہ ہے ۔۔

 زرد ۔۔ دھول سے اٹا۔۔۔۔اک بےنور سا ہالہ۔۔

عجیب لڑکی۔۔۔۔۔

وہ شب کے گہرے لباس میں تھی ۔۔۔

تمام لمحوں کے سب روَئیوں کو جانتی ھے ۔۔۔

وہ سوچتی تو بہت سلیقے سے ساری اُلجھن سُلجھ سی جاتی ۔۔۔

وہ میرے ماتھے پے اپنی اُنگلی سے موت لکھتی ۔۔۔

میں مر سا جاتا ۔۔۔

وہ میرے ماتھے پے اپنی اُنگلیوں سے زندگی کو کُھرچنے لگتی ۔۔۔

میں جی سا جاتا ۔۔۔

وہ بات کرتی تو اُس کے اُونچے لفظ ۔۔۔

تِتلیوں کی طرح اُڑنے لگتے ۔۔۔

میں تِتلیوں کو پکڑنے لگتا۔۔۔

وہ اپنے اندر ھزار موسم ھزار رنگ ھزار خوشبو لئے ھوئے ھے ۔۔۔۔

مگر بظاھر وہ اپنے لہجے کو اپنے چہرے کو ۔۔۔

اپنی آنکھوں کو اپنے ھاتھوں کو عام لوگوں کی طرح سے رکھتی ۔۔۔

وہ شب زدہ سی عجیب لڑکی۔۔۔

وہ جب شرارت میں مجھ سے کوئی مذاق کرتی ۔۔۔

میں اپنے اندر خوبصورت سا ھونے لگتا ۔۔۔

وہ اپنی چھوٹی سے عمر میں بھی ۔۔۔

بہت سلیقے سے جی رھی ھے ۔۔۔

بہت تسلی سے جی رھی ھے ۔۔۔

کبھی وہ باتوں کو خود بڑھاتی ۔۔۔

کبھی وہ چہرہ دراز کر کے ۔۔۔

مجھے یہ کہتی پڑھو نا مجھ کو ۔۔۔

عجیب لڑکی ۔۔۔۔

کبھی تو اتنی عجیب ھوتی۔۔۔۔

ذرا سی باتوں پے روٹھ جاتی ۔۔۔

کبھی وہ مجھ کو اپنی دراز فہرست سے کاٹ دیتی ۔۔۔

کبھی وہ مجھ پے نثار ہو کر برسنے لگتی .... برستی رہتی ۔۔۔۔

میری جُدائی میں ناخنوں کو کُترنے لگتی ۔۔۔۔

کُترتی رھتی ۔۔۔۔

یہ ساری باتیں بَجا ہیں لیکن۔۔۔۔

وہ شب زدہ سی عجیب لڑکی۔۔۔۔

کبھی جو ڈرتی تو اتنا ڈرتی ۔۔۔۔

کہ اپنے سائے سے ڈر کے گِرتی ۔۔۔۔

پھر اُسکی آنکھوں سے گِرتے آنسو ۔۔۔۔

اُسے یہ کہتے کہ ڈوب جاؤ ۔۔۔۔

وہ ڈوب جاتی ۔۔۔۔۔

پھر اپنی عادت پے ہنسنے لگتی ۔۔۔۔

عجیب لڑکی ۔۔۔

نجانے اب وہ کہاں پے ھو گی ۔۔۔۔

وہ شب زدہ سی عجیب لڑکی ۔۔۔۔

دل ضبط کے سبھی مراحل سے گزر چکا ہے کسی کا چھوڑ جانا

دل ضبط کے سبھی مراحل سے گزر چکا ہے

کسی کا چھوڑ جانا

کسی کے زہر میں لپٹے جملے

کسی کی طنزیہ مسکراہٹ

بےمعنی ہو چکا سب کچھ

ازیت کی بات میرے لیے نہیں رہی

یہ تمھارے لیے دکھ کی بات ہے کہ تمھارے قدردان

میں کمی واقع ہوٸ ہے

تم نے ایک ایسے شخص کو کھویا جو تمھارے لیے 

تو مخلص رہا ہی ہوگا

جس کی پلکیں تمہارے غم میں اداسی لیے جھکی 

رہتی ہوں گی 

جس کے لبوں پر بےنام سی چپ ڈیرے جماۓ رکھتی ہوگی

مگر تم نے چھین لیا 

بےدخل کردیا ہر احساس سے

مگر اب سہنے کی باری تمھاری ہے 

بازی پلٹ چکی ۔۔۔جس دن احساس ہوا ۔۔

میرے ہونے کا گمان گزرے جو کبھی تو

باخدا لوٹ آنا۔

ذرا کاٸنات کے سبھی رنگ اجلے ہیں

 دیکھو ذرا 

کاٸنات کے سبھی رنگ اجلے ہیں 

پیڑوں پر ثمر پکنے کے قریب ہی سمجھو 

افق پار کا منظر آج بھی پہلے جیسا ہے موسم بھی اپنے متعین وقت پر اب الوداع کہنے کے پر تول رہا ہے ،

آسمان پر تاروں کے جھرمٹ یونہی اپنا مدار سمبھالے ہوۓ ہیں اور ان کے بیچ اکلوتا چاند یونہی چاندنی بکھیرے ہے 

دیکھو تو سہی ، سبھی تو اپنی جگہ قاٸم ہے رواں دواں ہے 

مگر کیوں میلوں کی دوری پر دھڑکتے دو دلوں کے ٹوٹ جانے پر کوٸ شور برپا نہ ہو سکا ان آنکھوں کی نمی پر  کیوں اشک نہ بہاۓ گۓ لبوں پر چھاٸ یاسیت پر کیوں  مطمٸن ہیں سب ؟؟ 

دیکھو تو  سہی کاٸنات رواں دواں ہے پھر خلا سا کیوں ہے؟

The streets are lonely There are no cars..

 

The streets are lonely

There are no cars..

How did the situation became so bizzarre

The streets are lonely no one is there,why isn't anyone being sincere

Everyone is in panic buying everyng in need,This is the punishment of our bad deeds 

This virus corona is killing continously,still some people are not taking it seriously

The oceans our sins are deep,salute to the doctors who are working without sleep

The goverments locked their cities so that virus would'nt spread , what will happen to the people who work daily to earn their bread

The people are taking quarantine as a holiday

,The number of corona cases is increasing everyday

Some people know they are affected but they wont tell,after dying they would be burning in hell

When corona cases were increasing day by day, I realized it is time to pray

         

Do not see yourself with the eyes of others .Try to see yourself in the way You are

 

Do not see yourself with the eyes of others .Try to see yourself in the way You are .

It doesn't matter who you are .

It doesn't matter what's your skin colour .

It doesn't matter what's your intelligence level.

It doesn't matter you are poor or rich.

You always hear something from them.You always prepare yourself for the negative comments.

In all of these, the words you hear , the disturbing and painful words ;Never count on these words ,never see yourself with these words.Never recall the voices .Never give them the option to tell you who you are ,and who you are not.

Never let them to tell you that what's you are capable and what's you are not.No one can define you, unless you lower yourself.Never compare yourself with others.You have a beautiful body with perfect skin tone, You have a high level of intelligence ,never compare your grades with others and never let your parents and teachers to compare you with others.You are not here to make a race of grades.You have your path walk in it with confidence not with depression and anxiety.You are doing great ,never stress yourself.

This is your life and it's your responsibility to shut the negative feeling and comments. If you continuously remember the voices you will never move forward. This is your path make it your desirous path and  never make it the path that others want to follow.Never take yourself for granted. Never die within. You are complete package of every thing.Just you need some important improvements to live healthy ,better and peaceful life.

My side clock ticks all the time and I race with its every tick to make my commitments in time.

 

My side clock ticks all the time and I race with its every tick to make my commitments in time. Those same ticks also remind me of how I'm going to lose the next half an hour of my life like thousands of them in eighteen years. I know my readers. They follow a similar routine in their life but answer this:

How many times did you race for something that truly made you happy other than work? How many times have you felt like taking a break from everything and just feel the flow without attempting to get ahead of it? How many times have you felt "This is it"?

What is the perfect end to you life (according to you) for which you're fighting against time constantly?

As I write this, I'm asking myself these questions too but you know what? certain incidents in life have modified my definition of a perfect ending to my story. From wanting to be a magical creature to a person who just wishes to see her surroundings smile and do everything just because it makes them happy not because they have to do it, I have changed too.

You are not alone in this journey to something great... there are other boats along you. You just have to look and stop racing against time so that you can just be.

Star gazing, sunrises and sunsets late night drives i feel peace in these little things

 

Star gazing, sunrises and sunsets late night drives i feel peace in these little things.They asked me alot of time Ahsan tumhare liye khushi kya hai i never knew the answer.Then at time i realize khushi barish ki pehli boond hai jis ko mehsoos karke aik alag sukoon milta hai.khushi har shaaam sooraj ko gurooob hotey wey dekhna hai aur ye umeeed rakhni hai kul wo phir ayegaa aur phir wahi sukoon aur wahi khushi mughe deyga.

 The problem we are facing today is that we are finding happiness where as happiness is internal it can be found in the smallest thing and it cant be found in the things that are worth million.

I find peace in the nature it make me happy.

Kyun k ye choti choti khushiyan hi insaan ka jeene ka maqsad hai.

" On earth there is no heaven but there are pieces of it"

                            

Learn to say NO!

 

Learn to say NO! 

Many of us feel compelled to agree to every request and would rather juggle a million jobs than refuse to help, even if we are left with no time for ourselves. Learning to say no can earn you respect from yourself as well those around you. So why do we continue to say yes? It could be that we believe that saying no is uncaring, even selfish, and we may have a fear of letting other people down. On top of this may be a fear of being disliked, criticized, or risking a friendship. The first step to find the word NO is to get a little angry about all the time, energy and money you have spent saying yes to things that you could have said no to. How many coffees have you had with people you didn’t want to have coffee with? How many weddings have you been to that you didn’t really want to attend? 

Did you ever wonder why it was so easy to say no when you were a little kid and why it has become so difficult now? Well, as children, we learned that saying no was impolite or inappropriate. If you say no to your mom, dad, teacher, uncle, grandparents and so on, you were most certainly considered to be being rude and you would probably been told off for it. Saying no was off limits and yes was the polite and likable thing to say. Now that we are all adults, we are more mature and capable of making our own choices, as well as knowing the difference between wrong and right. Therefore, no shouldn’t be an off-limit word, but rather something that we decide on ourselves, based on our own decision.

In this book “The Power of NO”, entrepreneur and author James Althucher wrote: “When you say yes to something, you don’t want to do. You hate what you are doing, you resent the person who asked you, and you hurt yourself.” Interestingly, the ability to say no is closely linked to self-confidence. People with low self-confidence and self-esteem often feel nervous about antagonizing others and tend to rate other’s needs more highly than their own. Being unable to say no can make you exhausted, stressed and irritable. It could be undermining any efforts you make to improve your quality of life if you spend hours worrying over how to get out of an already-promised commitment. If your spare time is taken up with committee meetings and myriad other engagements, your family may be suffering. 

Sometimes people also couldn’t say no to please people and pleasing people is something a lot of individuals battle with. They like to care and nurture, make sure everyone is feeling good and get excited about things that others are excited about. But after a while they realize that saying yes to everything that comes their way often leaves them saying no to themselves and their most important people too.

If you are still struggling to say no, bear in mind what the billionaire businessman Warren Buffet famously said: “Successful people say no to almost everything.” Saying no allows you to say yes to what is important to you. It allows you to be a better person because when you say yes, it comes from a good place, not from resentment or fear. It creates space for what matters most to you, rather than drowning in business, like most of us are and consider this that if you said no more, what could you say yes to? A common way to start out is “I’m sorry, but” as people think that it sounds more polite. While politeness is important when you learn to say no, apologizing just makes it sound weaker. You need to be firm and unapologetic about guarding your time. You always have to allow the possibilities to inspire your no.